Life as an international student in USA has not been easy for me. So far in my 1st year in Grad school I got A, B-, B, A, B-, C so far. This is not good by any means as I am falling short on competing with other students. If I don't do well in my next year then I will have to pack my bags and return to India which I wasn't planning for.
I want to return to my homeland but not for sometime. Lifestyle in US is great and better than in India in my opinion. People work very hard here but at the same time they have ample opportunities to make up for it. Currently, I am here in India and I couldn't me more happy to meet my parents again. Looking at them tells me how much do they care about me and what an asshole I have been to them. Last night, I wished someone shot me and kill me and put my burden out of parent's shoulders. Guess it was pure frustration because of my academic performance. Hard work is the only option I have right now to make up the mess I have created.
I want to return to my homeland but not for sometime. Lifestyle in US is great and better than in India in my opinion. People work very hard here but at the same time they have ample opportunities to make up for it. Currently, I am here in India and I couldn't me more happy to meet my parents again. Looking at them tells me how much do they care about me and what an asshole I have been to them. Last night, I wished someone shot me and kill me and put my burden out of parent's shoulders. Guess it was pure frustration because of my academic performance. Hard work is the only option I have right now to make up the mess I have created.
